Friday, June 11, 2010

Just stuff!

Things are crazy in my world these days!My dad left my mom to be with another woman 35 days before their 32nd wedding anniversary and she's taking it pretty hard. But then again, who could blame her...32 years of being married to the same man is a long time to spend with someone, to have them basically throw you away like yesterdays trash.We are starting to get things lined up for how she's going to take care of herself with no income and no way of getting around...She and my dad have finally talked and he's planning on coming to get some more of his things on Saturday! He's such a liar...I went to Bankruptcy court on the first and he did nothing but lie...it's amazing how when we are kids we think our parents are some kind of super heroes that can do anything and as we grow and change we realize just how wrong we were about that...I used to have my dad on some sort of proverbial pedastal so to speak but after him doing my mom so shady I no longer have any feelings for him but resentment and animosity...maybe with time those feelings will fade, but I don't think that will be for a long while yet...I'm so angry for how he has the power to hurt my family the way he has...dealing with that anger just fuels more anger...Work is extremely busy...I shot a wedding last Sunday, have a VBS and a 52nd high school reunion this Saturday...things are just busy,busy!