Wednesday, August 4, 2010

My stake...

Sometimes I wonder why I even bother with anything at all. Have you ever felt like every time you seem to find your place in this world, someone comes along behind you and knocks you off your newly claimed ground and claims your stake to the world as their own? Recently that seems to be happening to me a lot. Sometimes I feel like screaming and yelling and taking back my stake. Other times I feel like saying "Take it, just take whatever you want and leave me alone!" I hate mean people they truly do suck! They suck the life right out of everything. They steal your moment in the sun and leave you chilled in the darkness! They seem to always be on top of everything. They are the top performers in everything from work to recreation and it seems like they always are taking, never bothering to save something for the rest of us. You know what mean people? I'm way over it! You can suck the life out of everything but deep down we both know you're not really happy, you're not ever going to be free, and you sure as damn it won't break me! So you go right ahead and keep taking all you want or need from those that will still let you, as for me, as of today I'm going to take my life and start controlling it again and I'm going to quit allowing you to claim my worldly stake as your own...It was my stake first and it's mine until I grow tired of it, Do you understand?

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